The person I love with my life laid his hands on me last night. It wasn't his first time but it was his first time punching me across my face. Its wild because he's telling me he doesn't want to talk or see me because he still can't trust me.
I woke up this morning not knowing what to do because my man hit me the night before. I thought he didn't call or text because he thinks I want to leave him for hitting me but he's putting everything in reverse.
Am I not at fault? I'm so confused.
I'm the type of person who forgive & forget, but I'm not sure whether or not I should forgive & forget this, I already know I won't forget it. My face still hurts right now.. It feels swollen. I'm crying because I'm still in shock almost; I just can't believe he really hit me. I thought you love me, what happened?
I can't believe he had to put me in this predicament. We were doing so well, now this. The crazy part is that, he's putting everything on me. But I was the one hit, I'm the one hurt, bruised, and battered in the face.
This is seriously a Hit & Run case. He hits me, and runs from his guilt.
I'm not sure what to do. How can the person you love, love you, and hit you, then makes it okay? Is that how it's supposed to work?
I had a talk with my great friend Ralph. He's the only person I've talked to and actually made sense so far. Thank you.
